Saturday, 23 June 2007

Since I am having emotional problems I tried a eg test ...

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

. . !! . . !! . .

Hmmm . . .

What's wrong with me . . .

I'm having friendship problems with my girl guides..

Those arrogant freaks think they're so cool . . .

They actually don't want to be in guides cos its their 2nd choice . . .

Why can't they just let those who want to be in guides enjoy . . .

Now I'm just sitting here , all miserable talking to myself every night . . .

The worst part is that when i talk to myself . . . it actually seems like an actual conversation . . .

This was a habit since i was young like k2 . . .

On the outside it may seem like im joking around having the best time of my life . . . but it was all a lie so you wouldn't know that deep inside i was crying like a mad woman , bleeding like there was no end to the madness . . . it was as if my heart was tearing apart !!

So i'm sorry iLLa and eFFah . . . :'(

I think saying out my true confessions here is easier as i don't have to look at your face and get nervous or anything . . .

Once we were 100 % friends , I knew that there was no way for me to tell you this as i was scared that you won't like me anymore and things would go back like how it was on the first day of school . . . You don't know how i felt with you trashing me around . . . I almost never wanted to forgive you for that ever . . but that's over now . . .

My feelings were never important to anyone . . .people say that i speak nonsense, my ideas are nonsense . . I sound like a baby even when i'm very serious . . . Even when you try to comfort me you do that out of doing it cos people will think like what type of fren are eu if eu dont comfort ur fren hu is in need for moral support... ALA WADEVA LA IM BRAGGING SO MUCH LIKE DRAMA QUEEN ..

Effah -I never doubt you for even a second
Illa - You made my tears go away . . .

Anywaes i've been having a rough week lately . . . Haizz School reopening goin go watch movie with mum and maybe hanisah any frens wanna folo??


Nothing else to say here anymore . . .

Thursday, 21 June 2007

happie??..Aiya!! I dunno wad to write la!!

Hmm . . .

Sori People , for not posting yesterday . . .


Yup !! That's her picture up there, khai. I was helping my friend , Khairiah , otherwise known as ' 'khaaii' ' making her blog . . .It turned out great but I heard that she couldn't post or edit her page . .

Her computer xiao la . . .

So she came to my house today . . . to hangout a while , try to post a new entry and catch with each other . . .

To be honest , if Effah wouldn't have been online to help me with my maths homework , she wouldn't even have her blog , cos she asked me to help her once she saw my blog . . .

Anyway if u want to see her blog , go to my links . . .You'll see her name there . . .

Otay . . .

I think i'm done here . . .

Buhybye!!

~END~

Tuesday, 19 June 2007

Jus Letting You Know To

Hey people...just wanted to let you know...

If you know me and think that I know you??

Then do

:::TAG me
::: LINK me
::: COMMENT me

Thank You !!

Saturday, 16 June 2007

Pics from ES Girl Guides & Oneida Scouts Campfire 2007 [Preparation]


[THAT'S FOR THE GUEST OF HONOR]


[WRITING THE WORDS 'SURVIVOR']


[THAT'S FOR THE FASHION SHOW WINNER]


[PROCESS OF MAKING THE SILVER PLATES AND WORDS]


[WAITING FOR OUR LUNCH..ME IN YELLOW]


[THE SCOUTS]


[OO THAT'S ME IN YELLOW..GO MERCURY!!]





[THE PIONEERING BOYS


[SEWING THE BANNER TOGETHER]


[THE SCOUTS]



[LIGHTING THE CANDLE]




[SERI BURNING THE SCROLL]



[ME BURNING THE SCROLL]


~END~

MORE TO COME SOON

Friday, 15 June 2007

[b]0red...

Haizzz...Its so boring today..

Its RAINING its POURING and most of all..Its so COZY!!

I feel like i wanna sleep...

But nowadays I can't really sleep at night...

My dad always asks me to sleep latest like 11:30..

But when i get to bed..no matter how cozy and nice the breeze feels...I just CAN'T sleep.. >:(

I don't have an air-con..I just use a normal fan..its partly spoiled anyways....

I keep myself occupied doing my SUDOKU...

I have problems with my maths homework...But i wont elabarate about that now...Maybe in my next post...

That's all for now...

XD BabyRa